What if my baby ends up hating me?

Hi just wanted to sat thankyou for your advice you gave yesterday i am going to councilling sessions i still haven't figured out if i want to keep my baby,abort it or put it up for adoption when its born i am 16 pregnant and totally confused i just wanted to know if you think my baby will end uo hating me The father of the baby is a nasty violent drug addictict he has been violent to me whilst i have been pregnant a couple of times and he is trying to force me to have an abortion if my baby ended up hating me for getting it adopted i don't know what i would do do you think my baby will hate me?